This week is "Good Choices" week. At least it is for me.
You see, I'm one of those people who has the desire to do good all the time, but my follow through is terrible. I can talk and hope and pray about getting in better health, but yet I sit on the couch and do nothing about it.
I always think about the person I was on my Mission and even pre-mission, and how I was always so faithful, reading my scriptures everyday, writing in my journal and just making good choices. I want that person back...yet I'd rather be on FB and play games than read my scriptures. Etc, etc, etc.
So, I decided that this week every time I have those desires to do something good, I'm going to do them and not let my natural self get in the way.
Yesterday I drove Ryan to work at 6:30am. Usually when I get home I tend to fall back asleep until I need to get ready for work. Well, I was determined to get home and read my scriptures in Spanish. And I did! I read for a good 30 minutes, enjoying practicing my Spanish speaking skills as I read out loud. This was a much better choice then going back to my bed and sleeping.
Today I came home from dropping Ryan off again, read my scriptures in Spanish again, and decided that I would go back to sleep. I've been feeling quite depressed lately for some reason...probably just waiting for Aunt Flo to visit...and I didn't want to get ready for work. The thought even came to me that I could just call in. I fought and I fought with myself. What would happen if I didn't go to work? Would everything be ok without me there today? Would my bosses see me as an irresponsible person? Oh, how I just want to sleep the day away and have no cares or worries. I just want to world to go away for the day...
...but I made the choice, after a long while, to get up, take a shower and go to work. I'm happy I'm here. It's been a good day.
What good choices have you made today?