It's funny but the one thing I really crave is meat. Red meat. A nice juicy steak. I've never been a red meat eater; always stuck to chicken or turkey. But man, I can't get enough of steak. I don't eat it everyday or anything like that...maybe once a week...but man when I crave it I CRAVE it! Ryan and I have gone to Rodizio a few times this month just to curb my meat cravings. You'd think I was pregnant or something, but I'm not. I guess my body just needs red meat.
Water is my best friend and I drink a lot of it each day. Overall from my highest weight I'm down 26 lbs. not too shabby.
I have a lot more to go but progress is being made and I'm crossing my fingers that when I go back to my Dr. in a month he'll tell me I don't need to be on insulin.
I like trying on pants that used to not fit very well and having them almost fall off of me. It's a good feeling.
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Last week my brother Quinn called me to say he had a late b-day present for me. He said he had tickets to Josh Groban for me that night. Woot Woot! I've always like Josh Groban. But I'll be honest. It was a Saturday and I was tired from just finishing up shooting a wedding with my friend. The last thing I wanted to do was go to a concert, but I did and I'm glad I did. He was good! The best part is that I was on the floor and 6 rows from the front. It was awesome! That guy is really funny and really cool. He's a great entertainer, and of course a great singer, musician. I went with Darlene, and my sister Megan. So fun!
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I wanted to document a dream I had the other night because I don't want to forget it.
I had a dream that I was pregnant, and ready to give birth. It was my due date and Ryan was anxious for me to get to the hospital, saying we needed to get going and we needed to get going now. I kept telling him that I wasn't even in labor yet. He said it didn't matter but that he wanted us to go so they could check. I thought he was being so silly, but then saw that he was just being cautious and was so concerned that everything would go well. It was cute. I just kept thinking..."but I'm not in labor, I have no pains".
It was a good dream. One that I hoped was real. I think Ryan and I are both feeling that we are closer to having kids - whether by giving birth to them or adopting. It's a good feeling. We'll see what happens. :)
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Oh! I have changed positions at work, and I couldn't be happier. I've been XANGO's call center Manager or 6 years now. As much as I enjoyed working with the agents and working so closely with our Distributors I'm grateful to not be a manager any more. I'm now an Administrative Assistant to my boss. It's a good move and the timing was perfect. I was burned out big time.
Ok, I think that's about it! Hope you all are having a great week. :)
