Today I'm feeling sorry for myself.
Today is seems that everyone and their dog is getting pregnant.
Today I cried on my way to work.
Today people are irritating me.
Today some people need a high five in the face, with a chair.
Today I'm drinking some sparkling water with Vanilla Stevia, yum.
Today I wish I was at home with Ryan and not at work.
Today I want life to go the way I want it to go.
Today I know that the above statement isn't going to happen.
Today I want to already be at my goal weight
Today I know that I have angels behind me every step of the way.
Today I realized that the above statement was true as I was crying and praying in the car on the way to work this morning.
Today I wonder why it is the some people get pregnant and others don't.
Today I want some chocolate
Today I know that hard days like today don't define me, but they make me stronger.
Here's to today!
3 comments:
Hugs and prayers, Shannon.
I am always here if you want a listening ear.
: ( I wish I knew the answer to that pregnant question. I wish we knew what Heavenly Father's reasons for everything are. This is me giving you a big hug!!
I can completely relate to this post. And even though I just had my baby, I totally know how you feel about the pregnant thing. I remember feeling the same way. After over a year and a half of trying (seems like a short time comparatively, I know, but it was a lifetime for me) and different doctors, texts, trying, failing, trying, failing...it's an emotional roller-coaster and very frustrating when something you feel like should be in your control, isn't. Just know that God knows who you are, what you're going through and how you feel. And most importantly, he knows what you want and also what's best for you and he loves you. Whenever I'm feeling the way you were this day, I remember that and it makes me feel better. BIG HUG! Everyone has days like this, it's part of life and what makes the good days that much better :)
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